wait...what?!

okay say what you want but "pregnancy brain" 100% EXISTS! Unbelievable things I have done lately have made me question my sanity. Leaving my phone at my mother in laws house, then after Jake so graciously drove to get it, I forgot it at home the next day. oye. Jake's love must be pretty great for him to keep up with me...and my things.

BTW I'm getting huge and it's only just begun. Totally worth it though! :) I've started feeling Roo but Jake can't just quite yet. Hopefully within the next few weeks he will be able to. It's like a little fish swimming around in your guts. Amazing.

Thank you

Jake...I love you. We say it 800 times a day. We do not get off the phone without saying it. Even when we are fighting. We somehow manage to grunt out an "i love you". But do I tell you how much I appreciate you? How you are my angel? How you are my absolute best friend? Well I do and you are. Life with you isn't perfect...nowhere near but anything and everything we go through is worth it. I couldn't and wouldn't want to do anything in life without you. Do you know how much you touch other peoples lives? Well you do. Every person you come in contact with, you leave a permanent mark on thier lives in such a short time. It doesn't take much...one glance at your gorgeous smile...a hint of your contagious laugh...the slightest touch of your loving and careful hands. Know this. Know how you touch and impact lives. How is it I got so lucky to have you all to myself? How is it that I am blessed enough to be carrying your child? To be able to create the best parts of you and me into one single miracle? You are simply the most affectionate, caring, and passionate man I've ever know. Truly an inspiration especially to me...your wife. This is just a thank you for being you and making me who I am.
I love you
not only for what you are
but for what I am when I'm with you
I love you
not only for what you have made of yourself
but for what you are making of me
I love you
for passing over all my faults and weak traits
that you can't help but see
I love you
for finding my inner workings and drawing out my beauty
that no one else looked quite hard enough to find